Lack of _____

Today has quickly passed me by. I woke up at 6:50 to go get tickets to the next Oregon State football game, but upon return crawled back in bed until noon. Nothing possessed me to get out of bed. I just wanted to lay there, not think, and let any negative thoughts be suppressed by me dosing in and out. So, I did. I got the ambition to go to my 2 p.m. class, but that has been the only ambition I have felt today. I keep thinking, when am I going to snap out of it? Am I ever? Restless, hopeless, lonely, anxious, scared... adjectives to describe me for the day. But, I figure they don't just describe me today. They come and go as they please. They are usually proceeded by a great weekend. I had a great weekend.